December 21, 2009 4 Comments
OK. I know.
I was even admonished by Old Iron.
I’ve been a negligent co-blogger.
But I have good reason.
I just won’t list them all here…
Let’s just say it involves, a herniated back – insane medication that pretty much destroyed my stomach – ulcers and now liver problems.
Add in stresses over family, holidays, work, money and next thing you know – it’s been a few weeks since I’ve posted anything. Nor visited anyone either.
My apologies. I will try to not let my personal affairs interfere with my duties as co-host.
But I’m here.
Insanely jealous of Old Iron, not because he’s sticking his schlong into every hole there is at Hedonism, but because he is on a beach somewhere in the hot sun. And I am not. The rest, well – I haven’t made up on my mind on whether or not I was to descend to a place where people are trying to recreate the hippie era (trust me, I see it enough in Vancouver to varying degrees) of free love – you can have my wife/husband but can I watch? – type of environment. I dunno. My idea of Hedonism doesn’t involve sagging testicle and spouse swapping in a massive Jacuzzi swimming with cum and rooms you wouldn’t dare look at under a dark light.
Gross. Totally Gross. I think I might have thrown up in my mouth, a little – kinda gross.
Curious – yes. Very much so. Damn straight.
How can one not be???
In such a voyeuristic society – how can one not be intrigued?
But I prefer the appeal of the naughty, discreet, ‘secretive’ games that come with sexuality rather than the exhibitionism and promiscuity without a price to pay at the end of rendered services. I like the playfulness and the build up of sex… From what I hear – that’s not what its like there. It’s incredibly impersonal. Its a ‘hey – you wanna fuck?’ type deal. A shag is a shag but come on… seriously? I have standards dammit!!!!
I guess to each their own… and certainly something to perhaps experience at least once in a life time. I suppose there is tremendous freedom that comes with liberating oneself from the constraints of relationships and daily decorum. Not sure I want to leave my soul neatly folded in my panties drawer before jumping on a plane. A prude I am not. Far from it. Just not sure I feel the need to exhibit it to the levels that I have now heard. And if I would feel so inclined – I would not want to be done with aging/sagging married couples who ‘pick’ you for their escapades. Too much of a ‘tag-team’ gang bang ideology behind this resort.
Perhaps I need to be a little more open-minded… just feels like I would be stepping back into my crazy wild 20s. Been there done that, sorta deal. I’ve kind of grown up since then. I dunno. Time will tell. I want to see pictures first. I want a visual… and I might get too much of a visual when I see the pictures but so be it. A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.
So – off that subject now. Old Iron will kill us all with his stories I don’t doubt.
Work – can you believe it – in less than 53 days, the 2010 Olympic and Paralympic Winter Games will kick off here in Vancouver. HOLY CRAP!!! INSANE!!! I don’t know if we are ready??!!! It surely doesn’t feel like it in my functional area!!! The Venues are STUNNING – and the torch is making its way Westward once again. And what a momentous event it was to see our great Canadian country stand united, for the first time, rejoicing in this once in a lifetime opportunity – in full Olympic spirit – welcoming the torch into the House of Commons!! United they chanted GO CANADA GO!!!! It took one torch to unite us all… how amazing is that! See for yourselves!
I got my accreditation and uniform. I will post pictures when I actually get to sport the wear. But I almost didn’t get it!!! When I got to the accreditation centre – there had been a data entry typo – basically making me a DUDE rather than a CHICK. Now trust me when I say, I am ALL chick!!! There is no mistaking what gender I am – from my name to my physical configuration. So – the RCMP had to approve my status change from DUDE to CHICK. Luckily I didn’t have to strip down to prove my sexual gender… god save the soul of the poor old volunteer who would have had to do that search. LOL!!!
I’ve made a few life decisions over the last two weeks. Mostly my post Games role… career path and what not. Of course it will involve a move or two or three. What can I say? I am a Sagittarius – never stay put in one place for too long. But I must say I am anxious and antsy to get going again. I’ve got itchy feet and it ain’t athletes foot. The next few months will prove to be interesting to say the least. All I can say to anyone who may have my current mailing address – use pencil. It’s easier to erase with a pencil. I don’t plan on settling any longer – in all areas of my life.
As I re-examine the last decade – a hellish decade – I refuse to make the next 10 yrs look like anything that the last 10 have disguised themselves as. Since I don’t plan that far ahead – I can’t tell what it will look like. Hell – I have a hard time visualizing what the next 3 months are gonna be like!!!
But what I can tell you is: I will be in Florida bugging the shit outta Old Iron and ringing in the New Year and Decade with a pretty awesome person. Even if it means I will be holding his hand at the doctor’s office as his gangrened penis falls to pieces – I will be teasing the shit outta him, laughing my ass off. Oh yeah. It’s gonna be fun. And right now, that’s as far ‘ahead’ as I can muster. And it puts a smile on my face!